2592) My weight disgusts me. Absolutely, positively, disgusts me.
I don't understand how everyone else's lives aren't dictated by food. I don't understand how they can just eat when they feel hungry and not even think twice about it. I don't understand how their routine can simply be to eat at meal times. I don't understand how others can eat so much crap and not exercise, yet if I eat a bag of chips I feel I gain weight. I don't understand how others can eat something without checking the nutrition label. I don't understand how others can eat one piece of bread and not feel compelled to eat everything else in the pantry. And I don't understand why I seem to be the only one around me who doesn't understand.
this has reduced me to tears.. makes me realize that i am not the only one like this..
30192) I fucking hate every single part of my body, from my head down to my toes.
I can't wait to make a before and after picture :D
10088) My close friends do not know that I have a thinspo tumblr. I don't even publicize my tumblr on facebook or any other social networking site. I don't want others to know, cause I know even my close friends will judge and criticize me. :(
reblog if you are a weight loss blog, i would like to follow you.
that one gif you posted yesterday with the girl with (i think) red hair, a peachy/nude oversized shirt, and pinstripe tights... who is that girl, is it you? i want to see more pics of her, that one alone gives me such motivation!
No, that girl is not me, But i’ll post more pictures from here. (:
29906) I hate the fact that I cannot enjoy my life because I'm always thinking about how fat I am.
Reblog if you actually like getting messages from your followers, even if it's just a "Hey, how are you?"